my legs feel like logs! well i kinda underestimated the distance to walmart to buy a portable battery booster. i thought it was only 1 1/2 miles but it ended up being like 2 1/2 miles. i wished i would've walked in the rain after all cause that texas sun was hot as hell when you're on your feet. it takes me like 45 minutes to walk there but the walk back was a biatch. the battery booster thingie was heavy as hell and it took me a good 1 hour 15 mins to walk back. i'm too damn tired to even cook me something to eat even though i'm starving to death. lolz.

 on second thought i better get off my lazy ass and cook me some dinner after all. haha. take care everyone and have a great day.

omg i am having a really bad day! the regional manager is coming to our branch for our site inspection today. i wake up early, take a shower and dress decently per my asshole manager's instructions. go to my car and turn on the ignition and NOTHING happens. i mean wtf? i just put in a new alternator like 2 months ago and now i got a dead battery again? to top it off, it starts to rain. i call into work to tell my coworker i wasnt gonna make it in today. later i call my boss to tell him the same thing then proceeded to go back to my apartment waiting for the rain to stop. my plan was to walk to walmart like since i thought it was 1 1/2 miles away to buy a portable battery charger/jumper. i mean a taxi would be aight but i thought i could use the exercise and besides.. i'm just too damn cheap for a cab. lolz. well 4 hours later and it still hasnt stopped raining yet.

 decided to pay for my internet service early just in case that was the reason it stopped working. phoned in my payment and waited 30 mins and tried internet again. what do u know.. it starts to work again although REALLY slow. its worse than dial-up slow now. just great! gonna do a fresh install on my laptop and try again just in case its my machine. what a lousy day so far. anyways... gotta run so take care everyone.

 as i sit here and listen to one of my favorite cd's of the hungarian band named desperado, i wonder who the heck am i. foreals i must be one strange dude to some peeps. here i am an asian but have been spending the whole week listening to hungarian, romanain, russian, korean, and japanese music. when i'm on the road i'll turn on the mexican station and listen to salsa, meringue, and reggaeton. when i'm in my bad-ass mood i'll put on some hip hop and gangsta rap. if i wanna party i'll play some techno, trance, house, or dance music. every now and then i'll rock out with hard\classic rock or metal. when i'm skateboarding of course i gotta listen to some alternative\grunge. sometimes i'll be in the mood for country, and when i want something different i'll put on some opera, instrumental, or classical. for some strange reason me and r&b just don't quite get along. believe me i try. don't get me wrong.. i can dig r&b but its really not one of my favs. i can pretty much listen to everything. same thing with watching tv and movies. even though i don't understand the language, i love foreign films. my co-workers always gives me hell cause i be watching the mexican stations. no matter what foreign country i'm in i can watch whatever is on. the strangest this i've ever done was when i was in hungary, i was watching a tibetan movie which was translated into hungarian. i'm like a sponge, i soak up everything i see and hear. lolz.. i'm just plain weird.

 oh wells... back to the hungarian music again and then a little russian. what a way to spend a saturday night. lolz... at least i'm enjoying myself at home. peace out everyone.

 i've just finished watching a british movie about a group of teens in london called "kidulthood". it's a very raw movie in its depiction of violence, sex, drugs, and the various cliques which kids belong to. a movie like that kind of makes u think about what can go on out there in the real world. this young chick was constantly bullied by other girls that she finally couldn't take it and hung herself. another chick doesnt even flinch to give a drug dealer a blowjob in front of everyone just to score some drugs and money for shopping. later on she offers to f*ck with a group of guys cause she wanted to party and even offers to take it up the ass with one of them. all of this from a 15 year old chick. it seems kids are growing up so fast nowdays. half the stuff they're exposed to wasn't available when i was growing up. u were doing good to score some alcohol and if u got ahold of weed u were the ****. to find a girl u can make out with was a huge accomplishment. i don't know how realistic the movie was but i think it was quite close to the truth. i've met some young chicks who has been exposed to way too much for their age.drugs are so easy to get that the movie also is quite credible in that aspect as well. we all read about violence every day in the newspaper and see it on the tv and movies. sometimes watching something like that really makes me feel old. it seems not so long ago i embraced that lifestyle and culture.

is this a sign that i am finally growing up?

I've just discovered a wonderful Russian singer named Alsou. Her voice is so mesmerizing that it literally touches my soul. I've pretty much spent the whole night downloading everything I could find from her. Amazingly enough almost all of her tracks are just as enjoyable to listen to as the first. Give this artist a try and you won't be disappointed.

- Chol

Here are the lyrics in Russian, unfortunately I wasn't able to locate an English translation.

Title: "Mechty"

Artist: Alsou

Я жизнь свою читала,
Читала и мечтала по руке,
По руке, по твоей руке.
Бегут куда-то люди,
Что с нами дальше будет?
Все равно, все равно
В тишине ночной голос твой
И все мои мечты - только ты.
Пр.:
Снова рассвет, новый день придет,
Ночь растает,
И никогда о тебе никто не узнает.
Так больно не бывает,
И в сердце замерзает.
Холодно, холодно, как одиноко!
Я взгляд твой забываю,
Все забываю, но как хочется,
Хочется быть с тобой,
В тишине ночной голос твой,
И все мои мечты - только ты.
Пр. (2 раза)
В тишине ночной голос твой,
И все мои мечты - только ты.
Пр

Earlier this evening i watched the new animated movie from pixar, "Cars". i read some reviews about it and heard the guy from the radio say how disappointed he was in it. i thought the premise for the movie was kinda cheesy myself. i have to say that i was happily mistaken. the movie had several nice themes and i have to admit that some parts actually brought a couple of drops of tears to my eyes. the main character was quite obnoxious in the begining and his "best friend" later on in the movie was kind of a real doofus for me. somehow it all came together and ended up being a pretty nice little film. its a nice movie and not meant only for little kids. i will have to give it two thumbs up so you guys don't think that you're too old to enjoy an animated movie every now and then

Lots of Love, Hugs, and Kisses for my poor little angel still stuck in the hospital.

Because your wonderful laughter always remind me of another happy song....

- Chol

Bridget Jones's Diary Soundtrack

Song: "Fly Me To The Moon"

Artist: Julie London

Fly me to the moon
And let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
On Jupiter and Mars
In other words hold my hand
In other words darling kiss me
Fill my heart with song
And let me sing forevermore
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore
In other words please be true
In other words I love you