so i'm sitting here...staring at my razor...trying not to cut.

i haven't had an urge is so long.

and i'm not even sad.

you know what it is?

i've had a grumpy day due to lack of sleep.

and i'm bored.

so...i'm grumpy..and bored..with no one to talk to.

all i have to do is...just...let it go.

let the razor slide down my arm.

across my wrist.

across my ankle.

F*CK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY DAD WANTS THE COMPUTER.

WHAT THE F*CK!?

WHY NOW?????????????????????