So:

life has been...wow.

it hasn't been bad.

but it hasn't been terrific.

actually..it was this past weekend. i had the best weekend ever. i chilled with mike all weekend. and then sunday they [seven last words] had a show down at Cornerstone Community Church.  it was amazing. they did amazing. and we stayed for awhile..and...well...i was touched. truly. i want to go to that church every sunday. i was amazed and at such great ease there. and i was reunited with an old best friend. it was awesome.

monday:

 i was wired allll day. i was so incredibly happy. jumping for joy happy. it was crazy. it felt so good.

tuesday:

i guess it wasn't as good as monday. i was actually really really tired tuesday. blah all day. even though it was valentine's day and for once i had a valentine. the day actually went good until drama. that class was horrid. i'm not even gonna go into it right now. but the class pissed me off and i didn't refrain from speaking my mind to mr. mckinney or any of my classmates. then i got home and i had a letter in the mail from USC Aiken. fingers crossedXXXXX i didnt' get in. :( i just cried on the way down from the mailbox. i was like..NOOOOO. it's not fair. at all.but then mike came over and made things better. he was like "this is bullcrap! we're going down there to talk to them!" i was just like...um...ok. sure.i love him. :)

today:

well...today is slow. i'm at school right now. i'm "supposed" to be w o r k i n g on a poetry project that's due !tomorrow! but...i'm sort of [[procrastinating]] trying to think of SoMeThInG to write. i started writing a poem called "romeo & juliet". but...i dont know where i was going with it or anything.

She laid for a sad repose,

as tears rolled down her cheeks.

she felt so cold and helpless…

as she was so young and meek.

she contemplated ending life

she contemplated death

she couldn’t handle all the weight

she wanted to take her last breath.

she had nothing to live for

nothing to call her sweet

the only thing she had to do

was forever lie to sleep.

that's as far as i got. so. yea. but...today like i said has been slow. i've been miserable and snapping at everyone. i think i'm just tired though and i'm letting little things get the best of me. let it go! that's what i was told to do sunday. just let it go.i wrote a poem thing a w h i l e  back about being SCARED! of things. i may post it soon. maybe when i get home if i remember. i dont think i will. but it's worth a

SHOT.

alright. i'm o  u    t  . later.