he promised he'd come back. i waited at my locker for him. every day. every f*cking day!! i waited. and he didn't come back. and he f*cking fell in love with someone else. why? ..just why? what did i do wrong????? we loved each other..we were still in love. and he f*cking left me. he just left. up and moved. promised he would come back. he came back..but its too late now. he came back when it was too late. i'd be lieing if i said i didn't miss him. i miss him so much. and i see him everyday at school. why did he have to leave me? why? i can't breathe. i'm crying so hard. i don't understand. things were supposed to work out for us..i know they were. you won't understand what i'm talking about....this was...last december/january. he left. without saying goodbye. he called..on his way to missouri. comes back in what..august...september. when i decide to stop crying over him. look at me..i still cry over him. do i still love him? i dont know. what the f*ck is wrong with me?!?!?!?!?! why me??? what the f*ck did i do to deserve this????