so..this was the bad part of the night.....

 but it's better now..and was better before. just a slip that lasted for...10 minutes. then i was ok. fun stuff huh? yea.. not really. i know. it's been awhlie though. well..awhile for me. we're not gonna tell mike about this incident. mainly because i'm ashamed of it. onto today.

it started off ok. i guess. it just started as a day. i got up and started cleaning. yea..one of those days. eek. mike came over and brought presents. he told me last night he had one extra present for me. he had originally had 7 for me..and he said he had one more for me. anyways..he was getting ancy so we did presents. he got me some awesome presents. i shall do today's blog...with pictures. :) these are my presents...that mike got me.

1. yes...the shoes

2. a from first to last shirt...omfg.

3. i'll say...that is a sweet belt.

4. no way? twizzlers? hahaha..yes!!!!

5. a fall out boy patch....

6. and a jack patch :)

7. OoooooooOOooOoohh..the used...= love.

8. marachino cherries...omg...mike listens when i ramble about nothing. :)

9. THRICE!! HOLY SH*T HE LISTENS WELL!!

anyways..so...yea..that's what he got me. then...i walked him (cause of course..today was the last day i was gonna see him for awhile) out...and...we were hugging..and it's like..he got all nervous...felt like he was shaking a little...and very quickly..it was like this .....

i mean..wow.i was in ..shock. i didn't know what to say. i'm sure my expression was priceless. that..however..i couldn't capture on film...even if i tried to redo it. my knees got weak, i lost my breath, the giant birds took over the butterflies..it was crazy. he told me i didn't have to say anything...so..i didnt'. then he said merry christmas. that was my last christmas present. he wanted me to know how he felt before he went to pennsylvania. man...i wanted to hear him say it again..so bad. then he asked if i was ok..and i told him i was perfect. he asked if this means i love him back..and i told him i didn't think i was ready to say that just yet. he was ok with that. he said...that he understood..but it wasn't gonna stop him from saying it if that was ok. and...i told him it was ok. i wanted to hear him say it over and over again. that feeling i got when he said it was amazing. like..wow. but..he finally had to leave. :( i called my good friend josh who i hadn't seen in forever.

meet josh:

yea..he's awesome. he's super tall..and super skinny..but super awesome.

so we played around...and took pictures....

then i took on of my mustard...in hey form

i know you're jealous..and i understand. that was basically my night.

that's me now. confused and picking my nose. and oddly attracted to whatever is in the corner of my room :) no..not josh..he left. but..i do think that in the end..me and josh are gonna end up together. i love josh..as a friend. but..for some reason...i just think we're 'destined' to be together.  i wouldn't doubt it. but..anyways...i'm tired. *yawn* so..i think i'm gonna hit the sack. thanks for listening..and looking..and reading..whoever is doing so. and who thinks i should use pictures more often????