so yea. i'm upset now. but...whatever. it's probably stupid. my brother is going to see underoath saturday. now, my brother has never showed any interest in underoath. or that kind of music. evertime i say something about that kind of music he calls it gay or stupid or crappy or something. and he's taking his girlfriend. she doesn't listen to that kind of music either. he knows i love underoath. he got 2 of their cd's off of my computer. that fag. i'm so pissed at him for this. but ohhh..nooo..it's ok...my deddy said so. its ok because 3 years ago he got hurt in iraq. and that is why it is ok. and maybe i'm wrong for thinking like that..but...it's always about his accident in iraq. always. i just wish it wasn't like that. at all. then my dad said i was being selfish. i personally think i have a right to be. everyone focuses on brad. it's like...so..how's brittney...oh shes good....and how's brad....5 hour long conversation. i get 5 seconds..he gets 5 hours.

and chris cato can f*cking kiss my as$. yea...so what i'm a little vain. oh well. he said it's bad. f*ck that as$. i'll slit his throat and as he dies i'm gonna look at him and say 'this is exactly why i'm better than you'.

so yea....i think i'm gonna go. other **** is bothering me. but i dont' feel like typing it all out. me and chris are sorta arguing. maybe i'll put the convo in here when we're done. :)