so, i was watching simple plan making the video for Crazy...and it saddened me. because, it shows this girl, she's sitting outside writing in her notebook things like "love is a lie" and death is written everywhere and stuff like that. and...she goes to write something and it zooms to her arm/wrist...and she has cuts on her. it saddened me. because i could relate to her. i don't even know her. i know she's sad. and i can relate. it upset me. but they were doing the video to show the world the real things. what really goes on in the world. it's nice to know i'm not alone. i mean..i know i'm not. but, to see that simple plan even knows whats up. that makes me feel good. i really like simple plan. they really mean a lot to me. their music does anyways. all music does. like...simple plan, good charlotte, my chemical romance, the used...and lots of other bands. music makes me feel so much better. it's a part of me. yea.

ya know. i hate george bush. he's gonna put us in debt. cause he's a jackass. he sends our soldiers overseas to rebuild the stuff we destroy. and the stuff the al-queda destroys. they aren't rebuilding our twin towers. so why the **** should we rebuild their stuff? we shouldn't. geezus. **** him.

and then there's the people who said suicide is cowardly. you say they can't handle life so they give up. no...it's not that. people get tired of the same old **** every ******* day. they get tired of life. that doesn't mean they're afraid...or fear it. it definately doesn't make them a coward. how many people fear death? a lot. they don't. they can handle life. they just choose not too. and the cutters. don't ******* judge them. they have problems obviously. problems that normal people wouldn't understand. there are some people at school that'll sit there and joke around and be like "ooh..i'm gonna go slit my wrists now"...and i'm like wtf. who the hell do you think you are? you don't know what cutters go through. at all. do not judge them. unless you've been there you can't say a ******* word. so **** you. and no, i can't judge you either. because i don't know you. i know this.

yea. peole piss me off. i hate people. a lot of people. not everyone. but a lot of people. and i can't ******* please everyone either. so they can ******* get a life if they think i'm gonna tip toe around them. cause i won't. i'm tired of trying to please people. i'm tired of trying to handle everyone else's problems while i got my own. i mean, ****. i can't do everything. last year, i was crying my eyes out during lunch to this chik..and she looked at me...and started telling me her problems. that upset me more. doucheress. so yea. i pretty much hate people. they pretty much suck. sometimes i wish some people would just slit their own ******* throat and gag on their blood. is that too mean? didn't  think so.

ok.

i think i'm done.

ranting.

for now.

bye.