so. i had this dream last night. it was crazy.

i dreamed that i sort of cheated on mike..but i sort of didn't at the same time.

(yes..it's possible)

anyways..i was at this...something. some bbq or big outdoor picnic or the beach or something. it was outside..filled with lots and lots of people. bright, nice and sunny day. lasted more than one day though. anyways...i met this guy. tall,thin straight sort of longish shaggy hair it was like a reddish blondish color.  he was thin himself. anyways...i'm not gonna lie..he was cute. he was. anyways..i dont remember his name..but..we hung out for 2 days. then during like..sunset after a few days..we were sitting together with a few other people and we were all cutting up and laughing and..he leaned in and just sort of ...put his lips to mine. it wasn't necessarily a kiss. i didnt kiss back though. :) cause in my dream..i was with mike. and i love mike. but..it lasted not even a second then the guy pulled away and asked me what was wrong. i told him i had a boyfriend. he like...made a face...then smiled and said that was cool. and we all went back to laughing and cutting up.

crazy.

weird.

messed up.

i love mike.

i do.

i wouldn't cheat on him.

nope.

la la la la la la.

anyways..had to tell the dream.

later.