so. i just got done watching the lion the witch and the wardrobe. i love it. i absolutely adore it. i just know it has a  deeper meaning. c.s. lewis was a devout roman catholic, so you know its got a deep religious meaning to it. mike figured some of it out. Asland...is a representation of Jesus. mmhm. that's it for sure.

anyways...this is me..going to dote on mike again. [[like always]]

while we were laying there watching the movie [which i had already seen so i was allowed to have a zone out] and i looked at his left hand and was thinking "i cant wait to put a wedding band on that finger". yea...

then i thought of us really getting married. saying "i do" and all that jazz. if i'd be nervous or hesistant or anything. and i mean...if you're hesitant about doing something...then you probably shouldnt do it...right? yea.

i love the spill canvas. just to let you know. i like them a lot.

my dad's birthday was today. it was fun. he was in a good mood..which makes days easier.

i need to clean my room. sudden thought. its horrendously messy.

spring break is almost over. that makes me sad. i dont want to go back to school. which i dont have much to worry about. i'm not doing CITA so i cant stress over that. i can stress on what mr. mckinney will say when i tell him i'm not doing it. eek. and i want him to give me a zero. bring it on. the colleges will understand more than his little feeble mind could.

haley actually imed me today and asked how i was and stuff. asked how my spring break was going and how meeting mike's mum and sister went. which happened a week ago. seriously. she could've asked like...last saturday. she knew how nervous i was. she runs to me when no one else will listen. she calls me when spring break is half over. LAME.

she's hung out with corina and molly...but she hasn't even invited me over. oh yea..and shes been with amanda. but noooo..her supposed best friend receives a call late thursday evening...a week after spring break starts. hoe.

i actually painted my nails pink today. usually it's my left hand and black nail polish. actually...that's how it always is. but..today...i changed it. i have both left and right and pink nail polish. i'm wierd. all this change is crazy. i even want to dress girly sometimes. yes. its true. and i'm not kidding.

the only good thing about going to school is knowing that i only have like...7 weeks left. well..5 or 6 really. exciting. and i have prom to look forward to. that's gonna be fun. i stared at my dress for awhile earlier and just got really excited about it. i wish mike could go though. that would be nifty. :( i'm going with..yeah.you guessed it..haley. yippee. :\

i'm gonna go though. get some sleep so i can hang out with mikey all day tomorrow. yay.

it's gonna be lots of fun.

maybe even a double date.

goodnight.