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february 23

hey all.  well, today i met my new counsellor, and i liike her.  she is really nice.  she is a student, so i will only be able to see her until june.  hopefully i will be ok by then.

im afraid if i dont go now.  i mean, i know that i was ok before i saw counsellors and stuff, but i dont know what i am going to do when i have to stop seeing someone.

because i dont know how to talk to my parents, and that scares me.  i think i will have to bring this up when i go to counselling again...

i made dinner tonight.  macaroni and pasta and meat.... mmmm.....

man, since i started my anti depressents a few months ago i have gained so much weight... its disgusting, nothing fits me right anymore.  so now, along with shoving away bad thoughts i have to worry about losing weight... wonderful. more to worry about. :S

oh, i dont have to be at school until 1030 tomorrow, which is cool, it means that i can stay online later and sleep in tomorrow, that would be an awesome thing.

ok, well, i think that is all for now.... may post later tonight but unsure......

ttyl

 - Randii -