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january 10

OK, so Lyndsey you are completely right.  I should have posted the whole story if i was going to post at all.  I completely apologize and realize that I am a guest here and i have a space to call my own until June.  I do appreciate everything that you and your family have done for me. sometimes it is just hard and sometimes i forget that there are other people around who care and sometimes i forget just how big the internet is, because i dont use it as often as i used to. 

I really am sorry tho lyndz.

And, i realize that im not always the nicest person and that i can be annoying at times, just like everyone else.  i am sorry, i havent been around so many people all the time before and im not just making up excuses.  i take full responsibility for what i have done and for what i do now.

I am sorry to anyone that i may have hurt, through blogs intentionally or unitentionally.  these were just meant for me to stay sane and keep from cutting, so i apologize if i have hurt anyone.  please email me if you have been and i will write back asap.

ok, well, on another note,  today was a pretty good day in all fairness.  yes i missed a bus this morning, but then i took the 23 instead of the 17 and it got me just as close to the school, so that was kind of cool.

also, i got to sleep for about 1 hour more this morning - YAY! - because i had a spare.  Yay spare!

what else?

well, i only had two classes today and they are easy classes for me: parenting and math.

i have some math to do, but it shouldnt take too long, its just conversions.

at lunch, i left for my counselling app't.  i was there early, so he saw me early.  kinda cool.

and im happy about where things are with my mum right now.  which is good.  i am glad that we are finally getting along, even if it means that i am not living with her.  i still love her to death and now i think that i appreciate everything she has done for me.  things that i took for granted.  thanks mum.

well. thats about it for today so far... oh yeah, today is day #7!!

and for those of you who i have hurt or offended through these blogs, please email me at mai_014@hotmail.com  so that i can properly apologize.  you desereve an explination and for me to take responsibility for my actions.  so i am.

thanks and ttyl all

 - Randii -