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{ 1:35 AM, Sep. 14, 2006 }
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have you ever given / recieved / given yourself a smilie?? (a smilie is when you light a lighter for like 30 sec to 1 min and then press it to your skin and when you take it away it looks like a smilie face).generally they are given to people who you dont like who are smokers.
that or have you ever lit your arm hair on fire?? its kinda cool to see it shrivel up and theres like this black powder that looks like ash afterwards. smells pretty gross though.
have you ever thought of self-immolation?? or anti-freeze??
i mean... self-immolation would be pretty painful, so i guess you would force yourself to stop drop and roll just as a basic natural reflex to put it out. but antifreeze is sweet and it would do some good stuff to ya, i mean, if you did both you may as well say goodbye to the world...
i spose this shows where my mind has been the past week.
*shrugs* i dont really see the point anymore. i mean, i try and i try and i try and for what?? why am i trying?? what is the point?? the person on the distress lines tonight said i should start going to church again and maybe that would help me meet people and get more support. *sighs* i guess i could try but i dont just wanna show up one day, and i dont really know anyone who goes to church other than lyndz and her family and i dont think im on the terms to get to go with them...
anyway, i should crash shortly... ttyl i guess...
- randii -
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