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ugh why do i bother?

ok... so im sitting here... wondering why i am even trying so hard... i mean like i am going to school and working both full time, i dont have time to study, so my grades are as good as i would like them to be (which i expected myself to get 85 + %)  but its so hard to get everything done that you need to do!

i mean, i bareley have time to do things like eat and sleep!  i had a shower today after like 4 days of not having one!  my hair was sooo dirty it was gross!

plus ive lost 2 pant sizes this month cuz i havent really been eating,  i went from 16 to 11... i couldnt wear my nice work pants anymore because i couldnt get them to stay up on their own and they dont have a place for the belt!  so now i gotta fork out money so that i can get new dress pants that fit... plus i need new scrubs because they are also gettin really big on me.

ugh...

im trying so hard and succeeding so little.

anyway, thats my blurb for now, gotta head back to class

ttyl all

 - randii -