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another long day...
{ 3:06 AM, Aug. 11, 2006 }
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ok, so even tho today was my birthday, i didnt really do anything birthday-ish. i mean, i went to school (actually got there On TIME!!!) then went to my counselling appointment, (we talked about Michelle guilting me into thinking it was my fault that she wasnt willing to follow the rules and she wasnt willing to do anything) and the fact that her dad called me and asked if she could come and live with me again (she said it was the families responsibility to take care of her and to teach her lessons that they obviously didnt learn while she was younger and that they should take care of it and it definately isnt my responsibility) and we talked about my mom and i and her coming to dinner saturday. we talked about how it would be awkward and uncomfortable because she is always critisizing and judging and everything. she said that it was harder for parents because they always want their children to succeed. she also got me to make a list of things that my mom did well when i was growing up (like me always having somewhere safe to go after school - to the babysitters or a friends or if she was home home - always having at least stuff for a sandwich to eat, her helping out like at girl guides and going camping.)
*thinking* i think that we talked about something else, but i cant remember what it was... maybe i wrote it down. just a sec. hmmm, i thought we did, but i guess we really didnt.
the only other thing i rememeber is that i asked her if she had seen a lot of Amanda's "clients" and she only had 2 others, but they didnt see her at all. it kinda makes me feel like a freak and weird, but she said that i shouldnt. that Amanda would be proud that i went and talked when i wanted to cut and when i was distressed and when i really needed to talk to someone.
*shrugs* i guess i really was taking care of myself though. im kinda proud of me.
oh, i do have some homework, but nothing really exciting, just a journal on my learning styles and a mindmap of my brain. busy work really.
hmmm...
well, ive been 19 for 2 hours and i dont feel any different. oh well, Happy Birthday Kare!
ok, well i think there is more that i wanna blog about, but i am really tired, so im gonna go to bed. ttyl all
- randii -
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