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{ 3:41 AM, Aug. 7, 2006 }
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ok, so last nite i really really really uber really wanted to cut. i mean, michelle kept sending me these text msgs on my cell about how i couldnt put her stuff at goodwill because that was illegal and blah blah blah.
whatever. so i called one of the distress line, the CMHA one, and talked to this person named Ya... something. lol, sorry Ya.
anyway, she listened to me and told me that if i felt guilty i was prolly taking care of myself. and she said this thing about how everyone has a cookie jar, and mine has to be full before i can start giving them away. i guess that means that i have to take care of me first and then i can start helping others out.
so i guess i better take care of me.
Ya, you can email me (if you want, you dont have to, its optional) at miranda.d.c.powell@gmail.com
anyway, she was really nice. she said in New York there was this 12 step program for people who cut. i think i will ask Amanda about it when i see her in 1.5 weeks.
she is still off for 1.5 weeks! how am i supposed to get thru?? i mean, i thought i would be ok, but then there was michelle and stuff, and yeah i just didnt know what else to do, so before i did something idiotic i decided it was best to call CMHA distress line.but i have kept my contract not to cut until i call Ya again. I mean, im sure that eventually i will, because well im human and i know that i sometimes i just dont want to continue trying. anyways, im gonna finish off my laundry now and cleaning and stuff.
oh michelle picked up her bike and all her clothes and stuff, and i blocked her on MSN, i know tahts kind of childish, but i just dont want to hear from her that i ruined her life.
ttyl
- randii -
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