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first day of "real" school

hey all,

thanks for posting you annon people, i have decided against taking speed, as it would be rather expensive and right now i dont really have a ton of spare cash sittin around (if i did i wouldnt have such a big loan for school!) and because i have done research on it and it really is a bad idea since i have heart problems (an arrhythmea) and because i am on a fairly high dose of my antidepressents.  Plus, my dr does know what she is talking about when she says it will probobly kill me.

i am back at day 1.  i dont know why i couldnt hold off for another day to talk to my temp counsellor, but i really really really really had to cut.  i held off all weekend in doing it, but the urges are getting sooooo much stronger and harder to resist!  I dont know if i can stop myself from doing it, its sooooo friggen hard!

but anyway, its my first day of "real" school, real because i finally have to pay for my education. ugh.

and i was told we start at 7:30 but apparently the teacher cant make it until 8:30.  It would have been nice if someone had informed me before i sat in the classroom like an idiot for 30 minutes.  oh well.

anyway, i dont really know what im supposed to be doing right now... im supposed to be researching or something, but i dont really have anything to research.  however i really like these computers, they are dell and really quick!  i think i need one of these by christmas, it will be my christmas present to me!

ok, well, ttyl all

thanks again annon people

 - randii -

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{ 8:22 AM, Aug. 2, 2006 } { Posted by Anonymous }

Happy Belated Birthday =)

Belated birthday?

{ 11:20 PM, Aug. 2, 2006 } { Posted by tekkiegirl18 }

i havent turned 19 yet, thats the 10, so it is early birthday, not belated, but thank you.

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{ 12:02 PM, Aug. 11, 2006 } { Posted by Anonymous }

Ohhh, sorry! On your profile it says August 1. Just letting you know someone is thinking about you!