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hmmm....

hmmm....

ok, well, i have decided that maybe i wont commit suicide.  i mean, why should i give up?  i have worked so hard, so hwy shouldnt i continue?  and anyway, if i do commit suicide how am i supposed to help people by being a paramedic?  i mean, i could help people that think the way that i think, or rather, how i thought. because im not gonna do this crap anymore.

ok. what else?  oh i slept in again today... whats wrong with me?  i keep sleepin so much.

  ok, well im gonna go and finish doin other work and tell my guidance counsellor this new outlook. ttyl all

 - randii -