The Journey

I can't make a sound

That is how I feel as of late.  This whole entry is going back to Kara.  We got into another fight last night.  And it's all going back to her and her mother with the whole baby Wesley thing.  She is constantly talking about it, more ike venting.  I don't mind listening, but then I say something, and she takes it the wrong way.  And ends up getting all upset.  My words aren't ment to hurt her.  So, now she's upset with me again for what I said.  We talked about it last night, and I got off the phone thinking things were fine.  Then this morning I check my voicemail, and there's a message from her.  Apparently I said something last night, and upset her again!

I'm so frustrated.  I don't know what to do to fix this.  This really isn't my problem, but it's turning into my problem.  I've just started school, I don't need this additional stress add to my other things to worry about.  Things seriously need to get resolved.  Hopefully they will because right now, I feel like I can't say anything to her because my words will upset her.  And I don't want to upset her. 

Not much else to say. 

Ash

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4:42 AM, September 21, 2006 .. Posted by lena

hi Ashley!
sorry i havent commented on you recently - i had pretty stressful couple of months.
as for your friend i think it is really time to solve all this because it stresses you even more and more. have you discussed the situation with her? i mean that she should understand that even when you say something that upsets her you dont do this intentionally, do u? you really just dont have an idea it may hurt her or make her upset. i guess she understands it by herself but she also needs to understand that you have feelings too and that such a treatment makes you feel upset and stressed about it.
anyways i hope you will get the chance to come over it.
hope, you are having good time,
lena