I love women, so much it hurts. I truely feel as if i respect them, i didnt have a father growing up but my mom was always there, she was so strong and helpful, but never onece tried to help me understand women. i have had some serious relationships, but every time i want somoen they never want me. they tell me i am great and that some girl would be so lucky, and they hope they find a guy like me but they dont want me, i suppose that is this world i will always come in second.

I have always given my all to relationships and never once did i feel that it was returned, it seems as if the more i offer the less they want.

Theres a girl right now that i care about a lot. but i cant love her, because in her i see so much it appears to be a dream, or a trap. I am not a coward and would quickly gamble with my heart for someone i love, but what happens when that love isnt returned, simple, you fall apart. i could be great for her but she wont give me a chance. life is so funny like that, she will choose every guy thats wrong and hateful to her and not the one who loves her.
if love was a bullet i would put my mouth on the barrel and let it do me in.