You know its funny, I do everything I can for my friends and family.  Maybe its all in my head but i truely believe that anytime someone has asked me for something I have came through for them.  I was once in a very serious relationship and even after it ended the girl told me that if she ever needed anything she would come to me first because I am always there for people.

But today something weird happened, I realize that my family was worried about me over reacting to some bad news.  Then I thoughtback to a friends recent confession about how she was worried that I would be hurt by her secret so she didnt want to tell me, thats when I realize that people dont really know me to well at all.  I always thought of myself as an open book to the point that anyone who is the least bit observant could realize that I dont overact.  Yet all of that is beside the point.  At least its not the true point of this post.

It turns out that my little sister is pregnent ( I have two sisters, both younger than me the one who is pregnent is the yongest she'll be 18 in August) and she didnt feel that she could tell me.  Its wierd how close I al\ways thought we were untill this happened.  I am not upset about the pregnency just about the fact that I am the last one to find out.  Not right!  I am not so happy about her being pregnent but she is my little sister and I love her and I am sure that I will find a way to get through this.  Life Just isn't fair............