Nov. 26, 2005 - sisterhood
i
just watched the sisterhood of the traveling pants and i LOVED it! it
was so good, i'm sure the books are like 10 times better but whenever i
think about checking it out, its not there so yeah. all through the
movie i kept thinking how great it would be to have friends like that.
i mean, sure, i've got lots of friends but the closest i have to the
friendship shared in the movie is emma. i know that made no sense but
you get my point. the only time i ever see my friends is at school,
except if i see them at work. it really sucks, i have friends but when
i'm by myself its almost like i don't. this really bums me out. another
thing that i would like to do that they did in the movie is go
somewhere, by MYSELF. not a family vacation, god knows i've had enough
of those. my friend and i were planning a road trip when we graduate
but i don't know if its going to happen. i would love to do something
like that. it would be so much fun. i also want a boyfriend, i want
someone to love and someone who loves me back. not some simulated
romance like in sims but a full fledge thing (yes, a full fledged
thing) i want to know what love is like and i don't want it when i'm
older, i want it NOW. i really can't stand my life, i'm grounded
and i can't do anything about it. i'd give anything to be able to fly,
but its not going to happen. i want to do it now, not later, now. it's
so frustrating!
well
so far i've worked for 3 days and its actually not that bad. its kinda
awkward but i'm sure once i get the hang of it it'll be fine, i hope.
i
really want to be a writer but i have the hardest time pursuing my
ideas that i get. i have so many in my head but i never get them on
paper b/c i'm always doing something and most of the time its not even
important, ugh. i hate myself right now!
~Rai Thompson~
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