Insert scream here.

WHAT THE HELL???

Okay, so Geoff came up to see me last Saturday. I had to work but he was staying at Mom's campground so I told him i'd stop by after work. Aidan was awake when I got to moms cabin but he was ready for bed, so I told mom I was going to go talk to Geoff. So I get down there and i'm there for like and hour and my mom comes down. She says that I should hurry up because dad is getting agitated. I thought that was kinda weird, but I didn't pay very much attention to it. We sit there and talk for a maybe another half an hour when my father comes flying onto the site in a golf cart. He TELLS me to get in the cart because I was leaving. I'm mortified. I'M 27!! I thought he had lost his mind. I still have no idea what his problem was. I tell him that i'll be up in a minute and he again demands that I get in the cart. I'm like."I'll be up in a MINUTE". He whips out and I can hear him muttering "if i have to come down here again she's going to be awfully embarrassed." I was mystified. Why the hell was he talking to me like I was 12 AND why the sudden interest in my social life? I was livid as I walked back to the cabin. I was going to let it go but Dad met me at the door. He starts yelling at me about "next time you better come when I tell you to!" Stuff like that. I'M 27 with TWO kids. He starts ranting at me about taking the car away from me and me being out of the house...etc. etc. I'm like "what is your problem? how is this any of your business?" I was in total shock, my dad can be a jerk but this was insane. I think he would have hit me if I hadn't been holding Aidan. I still have no idea why he was so mad or about what really. So anyway..after this whole ordeal..he starts in about Jake being a spoiled brat and that I should take him back down to his father where he belongs. This is the second time that he has said something like that, the first time right in front of Jake. The next morning I called Bar and told him to keep Jake for the week because I needed to get some stuff straight with my father before I had Jake around him again. My dad hasn't spoken to me. I HATE THIS HOUSE!!!! MY family is insane. I just want to move up to my Cabin and stay there with the boys. If only I had the money to do that. I talked to Geoff the day after the incident and told him what happened when I got to my moms cabin. We talked for awhile, and talked about getting together again. (this time without my dad within 100 miles of us) I haven't heard from him since. I don't know if my dad scared him away or what but i'm really confused. He acted like he was really excited to see me again. I'm so depressed anyway and this last blow didn't help. Why do things keep getting so messed up?

10:55 PM - Jun. 22, 2007 - post comment