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I feel like things will never get better, there seems to be no end in sight. I put my house back on the market only six months after the closing because I could not find one single job up there. That was something that I never forsaw happening. I have never had a problem getting a job before. I moved back home. I HATE this. I feel like such a failure. I'm not sure if it's because i'm so down or what but I have missed Bar horribly lately. It's such a horrid thing to let myself do because he is in a solid relationship with a new girl. I think i've handled it well but it hurts. I know that Bar and I will never be together again but maybe in my next relationship I will control myself better, I know all the things that I did to Bar and I am never going to waste another love again. I'm sick of being alone. How did I end up like this?

9:15 PM - Apr. 8, 2007 - post comment

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