Case of the Mondays

So it's Monday....I am one of the many people that actually have to work this fine Presidents Day.  A lot people seem to be working today even though it is a holiday.  Works kind of slow and the thoughts and feelings of the weekend are still with me right now making it hard for me to concentrate. The weekend was pretty interesting but eventful.   Friday night was a nightmare.  If things were any worse I think I would have jumped off of a bridge.  Me and my friend Shannon went out in the King of Prussia area and went to two different bars having one drink in the process.  Some guy who thought he was Don Won Casanova came up to my friend and asked to see her ID.  My friend not thinking started fumbling through her purse and her face was bright red.  I told her stop knowing that the guy was just playing with her.  He then just walked away.  She felt so embarased and I got mad and walked halfway around the bar to find this guy.  I then asked him, "So is that your pick up line?" I told him if that was his pick up line he needed some new material.  I basically busted his balls.  His friends all laughed at him, they were an older crowd of guys.  He then followed us around and finally I had enough.  I told him that he should go to a bar with people more his age.  I told him he looked thirty-five in 20 something bar.  He then called me fat or something and all these guys around me were laughing at the guy.  I was pissed off and wanted to leave.  So I drove home to surprise my boyfriend at the bar...he was in a pissed off mood to begin with.  I showed up and he got his stuff and left.  I then had to chase him down and he went crazy on me.  Screaming and pushing me away.  People at his job told him that I said he wasn't good looking and something about me cheating.  He was furious with me for a lot of reasons....we fought for hours.  I cried my eyes out and then passed out.  Things seem to feel better now that he go out everything from his system but our relationship is majorly damaged and needs work.  I am willing to do my best to make our relationship work, but its hard.  On Saturday I cleaned the apartment for four hours and then went shopping.  I bought lots of stuff for the apartment from Ikea, I went food shopping and the place looked great.  But after Benny's younger bother and cousin have been over since Saturday the place is messy and the food is almost gone.  We watched Saw II yesterday, it was really good I really liked the first one.  But I will write more later....ta ta!

12:10 AM - Feb. 20, 2006 - post comment

benny...

the more i read about benny, the less i like him. unfortunately u love him and is willing to put up with him and his bullshiet. u asked wut type of guy i am. am i always this nice? i'm just an ex gang-banger who is trying to make up for his past sins.
if ur completely nice peeps are gonna think ur gay. if ur always a thug peeps will think ur no good. i think i'm the kind of guy that's always doing a balancing act between the two. some things i try to abide to is: keeping your word, protecting woman/children/elderly/animals, kindness to strangers that needs help. somethings i cant tolerate: racists, haters, bullies, abusers of women/children/elderly/animals and have no problems with beating the crap out of people who can't abide by the aformentioned things i couldn't tolerate.
honestly i think that u deserve better. have a great day and take care...
- C.

4everlostnalone - 2:13 PM - Feb. 20, 2006

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