Grrrr....

So today has been a hectic day....I actually have had customers and a woman is booking a Vegas trip with me tomorrow.  Travel Agents are crazy people because there is so much you have to go through in order to get even one sale and it might not even be a good one.  I am in a weird mood today...like kind of *****y but only to certain people and I keep getting these mood swings.  Oh well, there is always something wrong with me.  I haven't eaten lunch  yet and its 3:15 p.m.  I have been at work since 9 so thats a long time with anything to eat.  Things are going good with Benny, not much to report.  I have hurt him, he has hurt me.  I guess the real queston is will we both be able to get over it eventually?  I never cheated but I am not so sure he didn't.  I know what your thinking...stupid girl.  Love does things to people that you can't change.  I can stop loving him.  It is hard to even imagine my life without him in it.  But trust me when I say this, there is only so much crap someone can take.  I know there is something wrong with me because I have had writers block.  I use to be able to write poems in five minutes, but now I just stare at the computer thinking.  I know that my entries haven't been so good...and I apologize to even myself.  I am just going through something I just can't seem to snap myself out of.  I guess you can just say I am sad.  I think I will put some lyrics on my blog because I am music freak...ta ta for now!

3:22 PM - Feb. 8, 2006 - post comment