I am going to New York!

So today is Saturday and I am at work right now being bored and eating rice cakes.  Yum!  Just to let everyone know...for my many readers..hmmm.  I am leaving tomorrow for New York for more Travel Agent training.  Yes, I am very excited but upset to leave my baby for the week...I know eww gag.  I am pretty excited to see my girls there though.  The girlfriends I made are from New York City and are different from anyone you will ever meet.  They are almost impossible to explain but I love them.  They have like this crazy way about them that I love...they take no crap basically.  But we are going to this pretty fancy dinner on Tuesday for some airline.  We always try to find something fun to do when we are there.  Like last time we went to the liquor store and got boxed wine and vodka and got hammered and sat in the jacuzzi talking about sex the whole time.  Or we would eat popcorn and watch America's Next Top Model...great show.  So living in a hotel for a couple weeks isn't too bad.  Kind of like a mini vacation.  I am nervous because the last time I went my boyfriend acted a fool.  I am telling you he pulled crap I never knew he would ever pull.  Some nights he didn't come home others, he got so wasted that he didn't know how he got home.  Come to find out a girl that basically declared war on me drove him home that night.  We almost broke up....so close.  He hurt me so bad for three weeks...I am stilled F*ed up about it.  I told him if he pulls his sh*t again I will break up with him no questions asked.  I am sorry I am not a stupid girl and no guy is worth the tears.  The girls at training asked me why I was with Benny a couple of times and honestly...sometimes I ask my self the same thing and then I remember.  Benny is not like any guy I have ever met.  He is magnetic.  Okay so here is the deal on Benny.  I am the typical white girl...kinda preppy...kinda not.  But he is the ghetto puerto rican boy who grew up on the streets.  The total opposite of me.  "Good girls gotta get down with the gangstas" that line always reminds me of us.  No one not even myself would picture us in a relationship together.  Me and Benny connect on almost cosmic levels.  So CORNY! I am sorry.  But anyway I just have a feeling that this week might be bad for us.  He always has a way of surprising me.  But I will make sure I write a couple entries to keep you updated about New York!!!

11:41 AM - Jan. 28, 2006 - post comment

benny...

i guess your benny and i have alot of things in common. most of my ex's have been very intelligent preppy type girls while i'm the ghetto looking asian gangster.
i guess opposites do attract. not all gangstas have to act like a fool when in a serious relationship tho. just something to think about...
C.

4everlostnalone - 1:13 AM - Jan. 29, 2006

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