My boyfriend!

So what is the deal with guys??: I am serious even the really good guys act like asses.  My problem with my boyfriend is that he only does things that are convient for him.  I work early in the morning and come home late at night.  He works only at nights and gets done much later than me.  Every since we started dating I have always offered him rides because he doesn't have a car.  So every night I trudge out tired and in my pj's to the resturant that he cooks at.  Sometimes its like 1:00 in the morning and I get up before 7.  I never ever complain.  But now we are faced with a different dilema I go to the city each day and don't need my car.  My boyfriend walks to work most days.  But the catch is he must drive me to the train station and he can have the car for the rest of the day.  But no.  He stays up all night, doing god knows what with his stupid video games(sorry guys I dont get it).  So when its time for me to leave in the morning I have to fight him to get up.  Today!!! He had an important interview today, so I said I think you should take the car...this was our convo last night.  He said,"oh thats a good idea, I will drive you to the train".  This morning he wouldn't get up.  I was running to my train.  See the problem with the train is there is no parking where the train station is, so I have to panic looking for a spot...it gives me panic attacks.  Instead of him just being nice and driving me and then going back to bed....he refuses because he is too lazy to get his ass up!!!! I am tired of things only working one way in my life.  You do good for other people and still hear about it.  I am told I am selfish!!! Do you believe that? I guess you tend to want things once you give everything else away to other people to help them....if that makes me selfish then I guess. Oh  well! So now he calls me from the resturant before his interview all sweet voiced and I am like Fuck You I didnt actually say that because I am not selfish and dont want to upset him before the interview.  He knows I am mad and for once it feels good because usually I cave in and act all stupid girly...ya know? But not today...dont want to mess with this girl today...I am nice girl till people push me too far...I spread myself tooooo thin...

2:40 PM - Jan. 25, 2006 - post comment

guys...

i think of myself as a decent guy but also admit that i can be an ass sometimes. i think its pretty much in our blood. even gay guys are asses but we really call them being *****y. lolz
C.

4everlostnalone - 4:37 PM - Jan. 25, 2006

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Hi,
i agree with ur blog on guys lol I've been dating this guy for 8 mos now and i really love him, but gosh he can be so damn selfish sometimes! I joke with my girlfriends and ask them why God made women and men to mate and marry when he know how different we are? If i had any attraction to women I'd definantely start dating them, at least they know how to think like me and be better able to give me what i need as well as what i want, but I'm very much straight, so i'm stuck with the assholez =x

MzGuided - 1:22 PM - Jan. 28, 2006

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