New Job

Okay, so I got the job.  Yesterday me and Steve were spending the afternoon together and I got the call.  They told me I was the number one candidate...I am not bragging but I was shocked.  They made me a really nice offer, with nice benefits and I am really happy.  Steve, was so proud of me...he was beaming.  I really like him.  So yesterday I got a lot things done...because of having the day off.  But last night was a blast.  Steve's dad who you use to be a famous ECW wrestler is in a band called, Daddy Says So.  I love that name.  And they were playing at a little bar...they are good..not great but a lot of fun.  So I met Steve's dad last night for the first time and I just loved him.  He has this really long curly blonde hair and he plays the guitar(extremely well I might add) and he danced with me all night and took shots of course.  He was such a good time!  At the end of the night we were talking about Steve and he just was so cute about everything.  Telling me that Steve is his favorite person in the world and that he is so happy that we met each other.  He told me I was really pretty..and even joked with Steve..saying "Melissa who?" That's Steve's ex.  It was funny.  So after the show we(Me, Steve, Chuck, and the band) went out for breakfast at like 3 a.m. and I was really gone.  I couldn't even keep my head up. Steve was nice to me though he knew how drunk I was..haha.  I was celebrating!  So I am at work right now and it's weird I want to give this next week my all and prove that I am not just flaking out.  I typed my my resignation later today.  I am pretty nervous.  I just hate having to feel akward and I know I am.  People take everything personally but I have to do what's right for my life.  And missing out on this opportunity would be extremely bad.  But just say a little prayer that all goes well and no feelings get hurt.  Finally no more retail jobs!!!! Woo-hoo!  I know I wrote the other day I was embarased about telling Steve I was falling for him.  But believe or not he said he was falling for me too the other night.  I felt a lot of relief...I mean I don't want him to say anything he doesn't mean but it just felt good.  I haven't written in a while and I apologize.  But don't lose faith in me...I am getting my sh*it together! 

Song: "Livin' on a Prayer"- Bon Jovi

Movie: "Sixteen Candles"

12:15 PM - May. 20, 2006 - post comment

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Congratulations, Tara! I feel so happy for you. And please dont worry about anything. You have the right to do what is better for you and not for someone else. You deserve happiness :)
Good luck with new job and take cares,
Lena

lena - 12:43 AM - May. 22, 2006

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congrats...

it seems alot of things have been going on in your life since i've read you. glad to hear you finally have someone new in your life and that your life sounds like its getting better. keep your head up kid and take care of yourself.
- C

4everlostnalone - 11:57 AM - Jun. 21, 2006

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looks like a new job killed her

Anonymous - 2:40 AM - Dec. 24, 2006

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