Ew!!

  So it's Friday.  This day is the day I have been waiting for all week.  It is here and I can't wait for it to be done.   Things are a bit weird right now.  Not exactly sure why?  But just that feeling.  I have been kind of feeling guilty about the way I ended things with Gabriel.  He told me that I hurt him today.  That makes my heart hurt.  I hate feeling like I did the wrong thing and I feel that way.  He told me today that he thought me and him could have been serious.  Which makes me think...do I know anything about any of people that I meet?  I am a good person though, why do I always feel like the a**hole.  Geez my life is so complicated at times and I can't figure out why.

  Work is quiet and there isn't much for me to do.  I might be interviewing for a new job.  It is in my mom company and it pays well.  I just feel a bit unstable here because of the lay offs and everything.  O...the thought of of another "new" job.  Stressed out already!

  Tonight is the Singles Mingle in Philadelphia.  I am invited to go along with eight friends.  I am not definite who is going yet but hopefully its more than three people at least!  It's a Vegas style party with lots to do and Cascada(Everytime we touch) is performing there tonight.   I am pretty excited, except for the fact that I have nothing to wear at all.  So on my lunch break I am going to run around like a crazy girl and try to find something.  Something sexy. 

  I feel a little depressed today.  Ew....that's not good.  I don't know what to think right now. 

Song:Wonderwall-Oasis

Movie: Sin City

10:48 AM - Apr. 28, 2006 - post comment