New light in a dark place

  So it's Thursday...it's pretty bad that I have been dreaming about this weekend since Monday.  I think it's because the weather is nicer and everyone is taking personal days and enjoying the new spring season.  Me on the other hand having this new job doesn't really give me that leisure. 

  I changed up my template because I just felt like I could use a change.(Lena inspired me to do so!)  Last night I had my first little break down...internally.  I haven't cried since the obligatory break up with Benny.  Isn't that amazing.  Within those ten months of dating Benny I think I cried everyday for at least eight months.  Hmmm...and I wondered why we broke up?  I haven't felt so happy about my entries lately.  I have felt like I have been rambling on about guys and my issues with them..and honestly there is so much more to me and my life then just men. 

  I have felt these inspirations lately to get my first book started.  I know I can do it...its just getting my ideas in order.  Since as long as I can remember I had this passion for writing.  I use to get these strong stomach pains and have to get out my notebook and get my ideas out.  I use to write poetry, stories and songs.  Now it's more like random thoughts and short entries on a online journal.  My, My have times changed.  I think I need a lot of improving in my writing and a lot of improving within myself.  Maybe that will come with time.  

  I saw the movie, Hostel (Tarantino) last night...and let me just say how F*ucked up people are in this world(I know its a movie-not reality) but still.  Like I could just see this movie being based on truth.  I haven't seen a gruesome movie like that in a long time.  Like I couldn't even look at the TV for a most of the movie and I don't usually get like that.  For those of you that have a weak stomach.  Don't see it.  Story line was pretty good.  But I felt a bit dissapointed in Tarantino it was hard for me to see his "style" in this movie.  Like most of his movies just have this feel to them.

But I  hope everyone is doing good...staying happy,in love,content.xoxo  

Song: Caress Me Down-Sublime

Movie: Don't Tell Mom the Babysitters Dead      

10:21 AM - Apr. 27, 2006 - post comment

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you know, tara, there is a moment when i really dont know what to say... what happens pretty often to me last time... there is nothing to comment here, just wanted to say that i would like to read the first book by tara and i will be proud of being a friend of you.
i hope you are having a wonderful day,
lena
P.S. by the way, nice change, this template is not so dark :)

lena - 9:54 AM - Apr. 27, 2006

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