*~Catch 22~*

  A catch 22 is a situation in which an action has consequences which make it impossible to pursue that action.  I really like this definition and I have only really heard of a catch 22 recently.  I like it because a lot of what I do in my life is a catch 22.  I have always been into writing and I want that to be the title of a book I want to write...maybe I am giving away my secrets but I think that its a great title.  I am 22(irony) and I want the book to be about a single 22 year old girl and all of her dating escapades.  I want it to really funny and really me.  I think its a great idea. 

  The date last night was amazing I must say.  We walked a few blocks in the city and talked and the sun was warm.  We got to the bar and sat at a booth and talked and ordered beers.  We had the best conversation and really hit it off.  I had four pint beers of strong beer and was feeling pretty buzzed.  I knew he was too.  He took me back to his high rise apartment(in very gay populated part of the city) which was really nice.  It definitely was a guys apartment.  We sat on his couch and smoked a little and one thing led to another and out of no where we were kissing.  I mean like in all my 22 years of living I have never felt like that.  He has his tongue pierced...need I say more.  No but honestly it kind of freaked me out(not the tongue ring but the moment) because it just felt so right.  Like I was so into the moment that I felt nothing else but tingling all over.  It was pretty sexual but at the same time it was just passionate.  In the moment is what I always love.  Like I said before I love spanish men...perfect example he told me this story about old fashion thing about how girls have to walk on the inside of the side walk.  So last night he put me on the inside whe he was walking with me so that people knew "I wasn't for sale."  That old tradition has stayed with him long enough to use it with me and I liked it.  It showed character.  But now I am living off of this high right now from my amazing kiss.  And its hard to concentrate because its all I can think about.  Damn!  I wish I didn't like guys so much!  I sometimes wish I was okay with just being single and happy but I just love being around men and dating.  Oh..well...sue me! 

xoxo...Catch22   

12:03 AM - Apr. 19, 2006 - post comment