*~La Bella Vita~*

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So I think I kind of like Steve. I know, I know....I am not ready to be in ANOTHER relationship. I am not even looking!!! But honestly I know that it isn't a problem because he doesn't like me like that. And like I said before I am pretty sure I don't like him like that either. I think when you have a connection with someone and it just is so much fun and all you do is laugh and bust on each other that is really works...you honestly can't help to feel something. I have missed so much having guys as friends. For the longest time I had a group of about five friend guy friends and they were my life. They knew me better than any of my girlfriends and had the best memories together. They treated me like I was one of the guys(which has its plus and its minus). The moments when they would fart, burt and do other disgusting things like pose with blow up dolls in sexual positions. Also a negative being they sometimes forgot that I really was a girl. But positives being they just were so adventurous and fun and protective. But I only dated one of them and it was a short amount of time. Which is why I know that me and Steve can never hook up again. I just can't risk losing him as a friend for a hook up..its not worth it. Even though he was a amazing kissers. We talked today about being roomates...since I know live on my own and money is tight. And we get along so freakin' well! My lease is up in December but I think I can upgrade to two bedroom in a couple of months. I am not sure all I hope is that me and him remain friends. I don't want things to be uncomfortable so I think I am stressing about it a little bit, which isn't good. But I a making a promise to keep myself from worrying about it. What will be will be. But I only have an hour and fifteen minutes to go!!! Yeah!!! I love being single...just had to get that out.

4:45 PM - Apr. 17, 2006 - post comment

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