It's rainy in Philly...

  So it's a rainy Saturday morning and I am at work.  I feel drab just like the weather.  Smart me decided a long time ago that having an umbrella is a bad idea...only to find out not having one is even worse.  The city is kind of sad on rainy days.  Everything looks and feels dark and kind of scary.  I read my new book on the train today.  It's called "Slighty Single" by Wendy Markham....I haven't heard of her before but I like the book so far.  I am really into books about single women that live in the city and all their relationship battles they come across.  Anything resembling Sex and the City, I love...basically.  Another new thing with me is that I just started watching the DVD season one of "Grey's Anatomy".  And I absolutely love it....of course I am a season behind now but I am really into the show.  The show is about a group of interns competing for a few spots at the Seattle Hospital as surgeons.  I think it's an edgier ER.  And a more realistic view of the medical world. 

   I went out last night with a few friends that met this week.  We went to this one bar that I really don't like but I actually had  a pretty great time dancing with my new friend Aaron.   Aaron has a serious girlfriend and is in school to be a hair dresser....I thought that was kind of funny.  Not to say that ALL hair dressers that are men are gay but I just don't think I have met too many straight hair dressers that are men.  I might even let him do my hair sometime...ummm maybe.  Of course I feel kind of dumb about something that I must admit to...that guy that I talked about the one that I thought we really hit it off and then he just got up and left.  Well, yesterday my friend Mel told me that she heard that he actually wants to talk to me...like he was possibly into me.  Which even thinking about it I get all excited about it.  But come to find out later that somehow that whole thing was never even talked about and he doesn't know that I am even into him.  But that serves me right for letting other people do my dirty work...I am 22 and I should be able to tell a guy if I like them.  I guess I just thought that for once someone that I liked actually liked me back.  Come to find I was totally never even talked about.  Figures.  And I wasted a cute outfit last night thinking he would show up with his friends at the bar.  He never did.  They told me that he doesn't drink...so maybe that's why?  Well whatever the reason I hope I get to see him again.  Geez, don't I sound so desperate.  I missed Benny last night for like a hour...not too bad.  It's going to take me a while to get completely out of my system.  And I am not sure if I want him completely out of my system just yet. 

  I am not sure what the plans are tonight...I thought about having some friends over my place...not sure yet.  I will wait and see how I feel at the end of this long and dreary day.  xoxo for now

11:04 AM - Apr. 8, 2006 - post comment

rainy...

u know we also have such a rainy weather here, but it feels different, like the spring has finally come and the winter stepped back. i like rains, they make me feel melancholic and sometimes i really need it. even when i am such a positive person usually, sometimes i need silence and being alone.
so, enough about me! i'm glad to see that you missed Benny only for 1 hour - such a progress, it is really not bad. i know soon you will get over this.
and now i jush wish you a very good day and much luck in whatever you are doing.
please smile more, because someome very special may fall in love with your smile every moment. dont miss this moment, tara

lena - 2:23 AM - Apr. 10, 2006

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Lots of writing

Well done you do loads of writing, I guess its quite cool to have your own online diary, and it's easier because I type quicker than write

You go girl!!!

popcorncat - 8:19 AM - Apr. 10, 2006

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