*~La Bella Vita~*

Day Two!

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So I have been doing really good....I am keeping a diary of the things I eat and I feel so much better. Last night after work I ran around like a crazy person. I got the baby shower gifts and let me tell you this girl had thirteen pages of stuff. I didn't know where to begin. Babies need so many things and you better have the money to do it. But I bought a lot things she needed...a Diaper Genie(which I heard is absolutely neccessary to have), changing station to travel with, a cute "drama queen" bib(its pink and its so cute), Johnson and Johnson little bath set, bottle drying rack, scratch free mittens(they are the tiniest things I have ever seen). I only spent $50 but I am a girl on a budget! But after that me and my dad brought the olipitical over my apartment. I cleaned my apartment and my new friend Mike stopped by pretty late. I don't know about him. I mean he is nice and extremely good looking but he doesn't really know how to have a conversation and I need that. We kissed though. I know that is bad but I just had the erge and went for it. He was a good kisser. I am not ready to be with a guy just yet but it felt good to kiss someone and have someone look at me that way. I am not a needy person but I just don't really like to be alone. There are times when I like being independent and strong but then there are other times when I miss the comfort of someone else around me. But everything happens for a reason and we kissed for a reason. He told me he isn't looking for anything(relationship wise) and I told him I felt the same way. I am looking for a friend(s) to have a good time with. But I am not too sure if he falls into that category. I feel really good today though. I feel happy and a little confident. The girls and I are going to see Beauty and the Beast tonight at my old highschool. Their plays/shows are amazing, you would think you were seeing a real broadway show and it's a nice change from the bar scene. My sister goes to her junior prom tonight and I am helping her do her makeup since I am a pro. Haha...if only I could do my own that well. I can't believe my baby sister is going to her junior prom. Well she isn't really a baby anymore but she is my baby! I actually worked out this morning when I woke up...it was so refreshing. I could really get into this routine. My goal is lose a good amount by the fourth of July. Philadelphia has a big party in the city for the fourth of July and I want to look good. I am starting a new life for myself and it's really exciting. I drove to work today and I saw this guy on a bike(like a Ninja) and let me tell you I would love to have one. I know I am a girl, this I realize but I just really think that I would have a blast with one of them. Well I am leaving work early today and have lots to do. But as for me I will give my weekend report on Monday...since there is so much going on! Muah! xoxo

12:26 PM - Mar. 31, 2006 - post comment

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