I will survive

  Work has been so busy today that I am just now taking a little break.  I went out with Laura last night to Barnaby's for karaoke.  We always have fun just going out for a few drinks and talking.  Laura like myself is going through a break up.  Her and her boyfriend started dating the same time as me and Benny.  I am pretty worried about her because I don't think she is taking it too well. 

  But last night I seriously felt like all the people who sang really shouldn't have been singing.  I know that's pretty harsh....but honestly they killed a "Grease" song....that is pretty hard to do.  I don't have a great voice or anything but I know that people don't really want to hear me sing off note and slightly buzzed.  But anyway it was fun.  I got home way too late and kicked myself for it this morning.  My eyes were burning the whole way to work on the train.  And I think I might have coughed up a lung this morning because I smoked like 5 cigarettes which is a lot for me.  I only spent 20 bucks...you should be proud because I use to be a major alcoholic and would drop at least a $100 at the bar each time I would go out.  But I also spoke to Benny's mom last night and she was telling me that he stopped by.  I am not obsessing about me trust but she told that he said "I am going to call her in a couple days."  I told her to tell him not to do me any favors.  He needs to be real with himself and grow up just a bit.  P.I.A!!!! But I am surviving....day by day....

1:54 PM - Mar. 29, 2006 - post comment

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it seems you feel a bit better!
and sure u will survive. Like my mom always says (i guess all mothers say this ;)) He was not the first and sure will not be the last one...
i hope though u will find your true love
have a good day and take care,
lena

lena - 3:28 AM - Mar. 30, 2006

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