i fear...

Posted on Feb. 15, 2006 at 12:35 - Post Comment

my little niece is ill. tomorrow she wiill become 2 years 8 months old. For she last 6 days she is having fever. since yesterday she has other symptoms of some unknown disease. i mean it is unknown not only for us but also for the doctors. even after getting analysis results they dont know what she says. on saturday night we called for emergency and they took her to the hospital, on sunday they ket her out, saying she will be allright. when she arrived home she had fever again. no meds could lessen the fever and we called for emergency again and again - the only one thing they could offer us - to bring her to the same hospital. but we didnt trust the doctors there anymore, so we stayed home with our little alexandra. yesterday it was getting worse - she didnt eat anything, didnt drink, she had fever and was very weak. finally we got from our family doctor  a permission to bring her to another hospital, where she is right now. she hasnt eaten anything for 3 days and she is lying in the bed, very weak. she is sleeping almost all the time. the doctors finally say that there is something wrong with the kidney - i am really scared. especially when i think  about  our medicine niveau.

it is unbearable to think that such a little girl should suffer as if she hadnt been suffering enough. our alexandra was born 2 months earlier than she should be born. she has a lot of health problems. first doctors said she will not survive, then when she did, they told us, she will not be able to walk, that she may be like other children of her age. but she proved all the doctors were wrong. we were so happy to see how clever and beautiful she is. now we all are scared because we cant know what will happen. i hope for the better but i cant stop crying when thinking about her.  

i dont understand why such little children should suffer, if i could i would like to change places with her, to take all her pains away, to make her feel better.

Here is she - the little girl alexandra, the person i love most of all, the girl that is suffering right now and who needs all her powers and good luck. i ask all people who read this now: pray for her as i do because she really needs it.  

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Posted by missbhaven83 on Feb. 16, 2006 at 01:27-Link

She is beautiful!!! I will keep her in my prayers and thoughts.
Tara

All the Gods are with her!

Posted by Anonymous on Feb. 16, 2006 at 15:17-Link

I am sure nothing bad will happen to little Alexandra. All my prayers and best wishes are with her. After all, she's the only one in the whole world that my beautiful Lena loves the most. :)

Have a good day!

with love,
abhay