i just know

Posted on Jan. 26, 2006 at 12:30 - Post Comment

I finally am not so busy. Last week was really hard and i got too much work, may be even much more than i was able to do but i managed this all and can finally write something in the blog. And now when i have time i found out that there isnt anything that i can write about here. My life has become boring (very boring when i speak honestly) - work, work, work and what else? .... of course work!!! And no wonder i am tired now and my brain resists to accept any information no matter how important this information is. Yesterday there was a students' day in Russia. I almost forgot about it, because it was the first time for last years that it was not my day. I cant believe that it was only this summer when i graduated. Life is so short: only yesterday we were children and tomorrow we will become grandparents. Sometimes i want to become a child again. Comparing to many children i have never dreamt of becoming adult as soon as possible. I always wanted to stay a child forever thats why my favourite book was about Peter Pan. But comparing to many children i became adult very early - i had to care for my younger sister and took over a lot of responsibilities. And now i think it is great to become a child again just for some time, for an hour or so - just not to think about everyday problems, and to know that there are sure people who will care for you. I dont know what will be going on in my life tomorrow or in a month  or in a year. I just know that i have to live my life no matter how difficult it is, how tired i feel and how lonely i am. I just know that there are people who love me and that there are people who care for me. They will never forgive me when  i am  sad or crying. I just know that life is beautiful even when it sometimes seems strange. And i know that it is possible to be happy in this world. You just have to imagine that everything is possible for you because the power of imagination can make everything possible. Dont ask me where i know that I just know

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Posted by 4everlostnalone on Jan. 31, 2006 at 08:35-Link

beautifully written. i too had to grow up too quickly. maybe that why i'm so immature now... i'm just trying to make up for all of the years that i had to be the mature one.
blogs like this helps me to know you better, thanks for sharing and have a wonderful day...
Chol