a bad day

Posted on Dec. 29, 2005 at 12:35 - Post Comment

I havent decided yet whether today is a good day or a bad one? There are 2 good and 2 bad things. First of all the weather is bad. No! It is very bad. It is cold. -17°С. I can hardly bear it. And i only hope that there will not be such frosts in the new year night. The second bad thing is that i hve my pains back. Only half an hour before i could hardly sit in front of my computer because i felt so miserable, couldnt do anything at all. It was just luck that i had painkillers today. Now i feel better but not as good as i would like to. Doctors say there is no medicine that could cure what i have. I dont believe them. We live in the 21st century, damn it! There should sure be something that will help me except painkillers. Now i think the day is bad, i can really say it is very bad!!! But on the other hand there are also good things. For example i had a long morning chat session with a friend who is happily married and is an example of a positive thinking human being. It was nice to talk to  him. Talking to him reminded me of long talks i was used to have with someone special. Its amazing to think that there are people in different countries and have a totally different background to yours, can have the same thoughts and visions and share characteristics and thoughts!! 

Ops my pains are back again, i suppose it is certainly a bad day!!! and i have 5 hours else to work, i want to die now but not to have these pains.

Bye for now. i will try not to die today. For those who are interested i will hardly update my blog the next 2 weeks because we have long holidays up to the 10th of january. May be i will add something today (when i stay alive), when not today, then tomorrow.

And when not tomorrow, then Happy New Year!!!     

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Posted by Anonymous on Jan. 7, 2006 at 11:28-Link

I am also having back and shoulder pains lately since I came back from GOA, and then after one week went there again for the New Year celebrations. Nowadays, I am hardly able to attend office. I just hate waking up early. :(

I wish you all the luck possible in this world.
So cheer up!! :)

love always,
abhay