There is always a "but".

Posted on Dec. 9, 2005 at 16:10 - Post Comment

Yesterday we had a nice family evening. One of those you can really enjoy!  The  pleasure is to play with my little niece. She is only 2 years old but has thoughts like an adult. Yesterday she had dinner together with us. She talked without rest. About the cartoons she had seen, about the children she had played, about snow and rain and whatever else. Nobody was really listening to her. We had our personal “adult” talk. Suddenly I heard Alexandra (my niece) have said something about money. I didn’t believe my ears and asked her to repeat. She did it. Her exactly words were “there is little money”. Now everyone was very attentive. Remember the girl is only 2 years. “What do you mean” – we asked her. The little girl gave a very long pause and said  “enough”. Then she changed her opinion (probably thought it over) and said – these are her exactly words – “there is not enough money”. The rest of the evening we spent in the best mood!

I really believed that life is beautiful. But … Every time there is this but. I hate it. This night I had such intense pains that I have never experienced before. Ops… I am lying. I had it once. 2 months ago – but it lasted only 2 days and I forgot about it soon. This time it was so bad that i couldn’t sleep at all and finally we called for a doctor. “Nothing serious”, he said,  “but now you have to go through a lot of boring medical procedures”. And I don’t want; honestly I don’t have time, wish and money for that. But now after the whole working day I changed my opinion. Thank god on Friday we work one hour less – I can only dream now about home and bed. May be some food too. Well…I hope tomorrow I will feel better. Wish me good luck!

*hugs*

Posted by 4everlostnalone on Dec. 9, 2005 at 16:30-Link

i too am going through pains everyday. hopefully your pain is not so serious. its amazing how much more mature children in russia and in europe are in general. my ex is also named "alexandra". when i heard that name from you, it brought forth such a pain in my heart.
take cares and have a wonderful weekend,
C.

shall I hug you too?

Posted by Anonymous on Dec. 15, 2005 at 21:46-Link

You want gl....so here it: may all my good luck be with you in whatever you do in life. :)
*CHEERS*