again about life

Posted on Sep. 23, 2006 at 09:03 - Post Comment

how different everything can be only after one night.. now i am sure that when we sleep our brain is working better. i always knew this but today i realized it one more time. i feel a bit different than yesterday and this is good because now i almost know what to do and feel so much better about all the situation. it is really true that it is better to know that\n not to know... it is like Hamlet's "to be or not to be"... i prefer to be and i know it is a right decision.

today i will go to our small cottage, though it is pretty cold but i guess it is the best place for me to think about me and my life.. i will be back in the evening and hope to have a decision by that time. but still my decision has to depend on someone else's.

kife is so difficult sometimes, but may be it is better so because then we can enjoy it fully when something can be solved the way it makes us happy. i will try to be happy because otherwise nothing has any sense, life has no sense, love has no sense...