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Posted on Jul. 27, 2006 at 13:17 - Post Comment

in addition to all the misfortunes of the last week i caught cold ... may be it was really the thing i missed to make my black period completely black. though the weather is pretty warm right now (about +20 C) i feel cold all the time and have fever ... i guess i havent taken enough care of myself recently, so thats only my fault i am getting sick. but still i will go out today with my friend, who will go back to germany in a couple of days, so i wont have any other chance to talk to her :(

but happily i have no pains anymore and that makes me feel a bit better, when it is possible to feel better having fever.

i've just missed my meal time, and since i decided to take better care of my health i will go and make me something hot to eat :) though i think i can be satisfied with only a cup of hot tea now ;))

throughout our life we have to suffer a lot, but i've read recently that all the suffering we take during our life, all the obstacles we have to go through - they are not the way to happiness, they are happiness in themselves. becauses if we didnt have them, life wouldnt have sense, because we didnt have anything to strive for. and how can you enjoy something that it is so easy to get. when it is really so, i am ready to suffer a bit, to feel happy when i finally get when i need.