bad night again
Posted on Jul. 22, 2006 at 08:31 - Post Comment
i had bad night again. the same night mares as usual, the most scary thing is the repeating night mares, when you know that next will happen something really bad and when you know what it is but cant prevent it. i have one and the same bad dream always, it is about the war, when people i love go and die. the story is always the same, the enemies are always the same, only people i love change, well... not actually change but there are more and more of them every time, and i am so scared every time that i wake up - i woke up about 6 or 7 times this night, but it never helps, when i fell asleep it starts from the very beginning. once i woke up crying and really couldnt stop. now i feel so tired and depressed because sometimes the dreams can really come true and i am so afraid of this. i feel so helpless when i havebad dreams, i dont have anyone to share them with and they all are kept inside my mind, going through it and causing pains and fears. i hate being helpless but i cant help. i have pains that cant be removed so easily by just doing an operation. i need love and understanding that could be really helpful right now.{ Last Page } { Page 93 of 287 } { Next Page }
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