mission impossible

Posted on May. 11, 2006 at 17:06 - Post Comment

i am really tired of all the problems people around me have... life seems to be so hopeless here and everywhere. we have forgotten how to live easy... life is so important and we waste our time on such meaningless problems. i think when you want something just do it...  no matter how you will feel afterwards, at least you wont have regrets that you havent done something really important.. sometimes i feel scared - life is so short and what if i dont have time to realize all my plans, what if i am late for all i ever wanted in my life. i want all and now and i know this is impossible. seems the whole life is like the neverending "mission impossible". somehow i'm afraid to miss something really importand and i'm afraid that i have already missed it or will miss very soon. may be i am just in a hurry to live my life, i dont know... but i want my life to be like i want to and not like life itself wants it for me... i wonder if you understand what i mean.. i use to be always positive and optimistic, it can be pretty hard though but i know that my problems are nothing compared to problems other people may have. i have my family, a home, food, work, a man i love and i am loved in return - i have everything other people can only dream of... but i still am not satisfied (is it normal?) i still want more, may be i am just selfish - i dont know... actually i have now only one wish, a very big though, but i wont tell about it. people who know me will know what i mean

have a good day everyone and take cares.

P.S. but on the other hand... life is too important to be taken seriously

mission impossible..

Posted by Anonymous on May. 16, 2006 at 19:04-Link

often i feel the same way as u do but my dreams are a little bit smaller. when i was younger i wanted to many things out of life but the older i am getting, so does my desire for material things. i dont need a nice job, only to make enough money to take care of my family. i dont need a nice car, only something to get me to work and to drive my family around. i dont need a nice house, just something to call my own and so that my family can live comfortably. i don't need the most beautifullest girl to be my wife, only one who is beautiful in my eyes and loves me. just a simple dream...
i love you, lena. have a wonderful day