life is going on

Posted on Mar. 28, 2006 at 13:42 - Post Comment

Last week  i fell out of life, absolutely and completely, or better to say completely and absolutely  I just didnt want to do anything, i didnt want to read, to watch tv, to talk, to listen to music, nothing at all... life had only black and brown colors.... i cant say i had some negative emotions, i just didnt have any emotions at all - that was scaring... but then i had a really nice weekend with my good friend: we did some shopping (it is still the best therapy ), watched a lot of movies, talked (had long discussions about everything), ate a lot (which really happens to me very seldom ) - a nice weekend, isnt it? but the most important thing i realized on this weekend is that i should be alive,

no matter what happens, life is going on for all of us ...  

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Posted by missbhaven83 on Mar. 28, 2006 at 19:19-Link

Your an amazing person lena....I know I have felt that same way before about feeling emotionless. It is kinda scary though. I admire your outlook on life and I hope one day soon I can start to feel alive again. I was so surprised to see that you are in love....I had no idea. I felt kind of selfish when I saw it because I feel so self consumed that I didn't think of you or even realize what you blogs were actually saying. Love is the most amazing feeling and I hope that it is good to you....you deserve it!!! love ya girl!!! russian princess!!
Have a fabulous day....
Tara

hehe

Posted by abhay on Mar. 28, 2006 at 23:13-Link

These days I want to do nothing other than drink my beers...for the past two days I am having withdrawal symptoms. I do LOVE my ciggarates... :D and I love you too. ;)

Have a wonderful day!

PS: Miss bevan said it all

black and browns...

Posted by Anonymous on Mar. 29, 2006 at 08:34-Link

Funny how you see black and browns and I see grey. Spring is arriving... trees are blossoming, grass is turning green, sky is staying blue... yet I only see grey. Life for me has become blurry images because I see, yet don't really pay attention to anything. For all I see is you in my head and everything else that surrounds me really doesn't matter. I love you, Lena and won't be able to see colors again until you are finally in my arms.