if you cant guess, the comment saying amanda loves chris is obviously posted by rowena, the b*tch, im gonna thump her as soon as i see her.

she is really driving me mad now!

i got a lift to school today, same as yesterday, from john, a guy from church.

dont get me wrong, im not a religious person or anything, my grandparents just make me go, even though half of the time im falling asleep.

but at least i got to school early this morning, i was even here before my teacher!

i kinda didnt want him to pick me up though, even if i was cold, coz i was hoping to see my dad. i know it sounds strange, but i miss him

i mean he is still my dad even though he kicked me out.

last time i bumped into him on the bus, it actually went quite well and i cried after he got off.

i would give anything to go back home again.

i really miss him, miss my old lifestyle.

i know im mad.

*hugs*