hi all

this is my first blog as you can tell and im basically gonna right all the random crap that happens in my life so if you dont like getting depressed i suggest you dont read it coz im depressed all the time.

at the moment im trying to block a really annoying b*tch called sarah balmforth by by listening to angel dust, let me live, and trying to do my ict work at the same time.

it doesnt really work when said annoying b*tch is pulling your arm in one direction when the computer is in the other direction.

anyway my life:

 as i said it is totally sh*t, random and depressing but, hey, nobodys perfect.

when i was halfway through yr 8 my mum got beaten up and she decided to move us to barnsley. so we spent 2 years up there, and i decided i didnt like it, so i went to live with my dad in birkby, (my mum and dad split up when i was a baby) and it was alright for a while, my dad worked nights so i was on my own most evenings

and then like every good story, entered a boy.

his name was rex, rex zooly, that wasnt his real name of course but everyone called him that.

he was 17 and i met him 1 night at laserquest.

anyway i fell in love with him and he asked me to marry him after a few months

and i of course said yes.

then my dad kicked me out coz he found out about rex, and how old he was.

he didnt know we were engaged or anything, he kicked me out the day after rex asked me to marry him.

but so i could finish school, i had to move in with my grandparents, (this is where i live now) and anyway me and rex were alright for a while, i mean my grandparents didnt like him but i didnt expect them to.

then 1 weekend rex went to download in donnerton with some mates,

i didnt hear off him for the rest of the weekend

the monday when he got back he rang me, said he'd been a bit down and had kissed a mate, 'as a friend'.

1 week later on my first day of work experience he came round after school with his best mate seedy.

he told me he was breaking up with me.

as you can expect i didnt feel like working much after that day.

so thats my big sob story, or at least as much as im gonna type today, i'll tell you about the rest of my miserable life later

*hugs*