Gosh, even in telling the truth he still lies.

"I allowed her into my email account because i wanted her to know the truth" ..OH YEA? then why when that truth came out he resorted to even more lies, even trying to call the stupid slut on three way so she could tell me herself that he doesn't love her anymore LoL..." i don't deserve this treatment" you actually deserve much worse...but that's ok, i will not be the one who gives it to you. You can erase my comments on your journal, but u can't control anything here, and that's the beautiful thing about freedom of speech...he asked me not to display this stuff here...and i said " fukk u" lol i'll write what i want to write, why the same, tired azz excuse of my lying to him when our relationship began? This bastard never loved me with his full heart, i loved him beyond measure, and the thanks i get is having to share him with a slut? I deserve to be this angry, i deserve to be this hurt....Anyway....

Getting over him was the best thing i've ever done, i know it may not seem like im over him, but trust me i am. "i have love for her, but im not in love with her anymore" ..ok, so how many times have we heard that? Lol like a broken record, but..i actually pity this man, because once my anger wears off and i totally leave him alone, he'll feel the sting of losing not only just the potential of a completely commited girlfriend, wife, whatever, but the true love and respect of a friend, because i at least still had that for him, and now it's all just gone.