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| I was a cocky( in terms of interpersonal relationshipz) naive, self righteous, and spoiled. In terms of guyz ( the ones i fell for) i was clingy, jealous, possesive, and non trusting...in terms of self..i was non decisive, non assertive...and a plain ol push over. My life used to be full of pain, but i finally said NO MORE. Thre differenc between now and then is that i finally have help..... |
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| Something ur not supposed to want, but you do anyway...something that seems so untouchable or attainable, but yet you want it more......Gosh i wish i didn't feel this way, what can i do about it? Nothing.....i can't even walk away..so what do i do? I can be a friend, but as soon as he gets someone, i'll be destroyed....*sigh* i tell myself not to give in to him, don't you kiss him! But ahh i do it anyway, don't tell him u love him, but ahh the words escape my lips anyway. *sigh* No this is not about dakota, i'll never love him again, and haven't for a long time now, at least i can thank tee for that. | ||
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| I KNOW just how you feel. I couldnt be any more on the same page with you. When I read your entry, memories just flashed through my head. Bad ones. The ones that make your stomach and heart cringe. I move all the way from FL to PA to be with this one guy. Everything was great for a while, then it just fell apart. What do you do when they are your everything?
I know your world may be upsidedown. You might feel that you NEED him to survive. But you DONT! You want him. You want his kisses, his affection, his love, his friendship. But you cant have it anymore. Thats something that I couldnt accept; thats the hardest part. All is not lost. You dont need him if he doesnt need you. If anything you found everything you need; and you only need yourself in the end. When you shut your eyes, its only you... | |||
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| *hugs * lol that was something i really needed to hear. | |||
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