there are at least two ppl i know for sure who are in love with me, one of them i have the option to spend v day with, another guy offered a long( few mos ago) ..but i decline....why? why choose to be alone on the day tha glorifies love? Well frankly...i don't feel for them the way they feel for me, and jus once...i want to spend v- day with someone i have mutual feelings  for. Yet still as the day approaches....i'm slowly rethinking my plan of staying in bed eating candy and watching silly chic flicks.

But then again to go out with someone else who jus wants to show me a good time, my mind will be elsewhere on someone else, wondering why i feel the way i do when they're not even worth it, or shall i say..i'm not worth it to him....his loss..of course, but it still sucks lol...and as for the guys who ARE putting forth the effort, they should feel the same way, as though they are wasting their emotions on someone who doesn't deserve it. Blah

Anyway i got some semi- good news today, i'm not disclosing anything jus yet, so dun ask lol