I was suposed to get my hair done but i got my nails done instead, my regular beastician switched shops so tha kinda left me out in the cold ( literally) anyway it's an adjustment for me to type with thise false nails, but i love them, i love the way they make my hands look. This year my goal was to be a lil more self absorbed..no , not in a bad way, just im always trying to please everyone and lately, well i haven't been doin that, yay ! I enjoy it much better tha way, some of my friends worry tha im gonna become too harsh because they're not used to me being that way , but i dun really care, it's hard, but i need this change.

I didn't really feel like going to dinner tonight and as i was thinking about it, i was like u know wha, imma jus tell the person, all tha can happen is he'll get angry, ..bujt ppl usually get over being angry.

i'm having an especially hard time on the phone with this other p0erson, arrrr he makes me so angry, i'm like the worst me when he upsets me, im not like tha with anyone else, the only other person whose ever made me get thhhhhhaaaaa upset  was K and i dissed his azz , kicked him right out there with the trash cans. His point of view and way of thinking is jus so different than mine, so much so tha it like sickens me, not because i wana always be right but because it's always on like big, important stuff , stuff tha could make or break a couple, a friendhsip anything but oh well